The winds of change are in the air. Big change. Is it scary? Totally. Does it make me nervous? Yes. Am I anxious to know the outcome? Of course. But does it excite me? HELL YA!
I love having some consistency in my life. I understand why having a routine is important. I'm a list person, and I like having priorities. I'll be the first to admit that I always follow the recipe, and I hate when people decide last minute to hang out or make plans. BUT there's a large part of me that loves change. No. I crave change. I can't stand being in the same place for a long time and I love changing up the furniture in a room or dramatically changing my style of clothing or hair.
Without change life gets stale and boring. It's the same thing every minute of every day. As much as I hate being spontaneous, I love being random!
So, these changing winds are blowing into my life, and I'm not totally sure what to think. I want to just talk to people and figure it out, but as of the beginning of the year I am currently bestfriendless. My pity party has ended but it's times like these that I wish we were still close. It's not him I miss necessarily, but what he represented (which in high school was just about everything). He was the consistency in my changing life, and now I have change and excitement, but no one to get that steadiness from. Oh well, to whoever is out there reading my weird little blog on the world wide web, stay tuned because this summer is bound to bring big change and adventure! :) <3
~GreenGirl
