It's weird. I'm graduating from high school this Friday, and while during the school year I was too ready to graduate and couldn't wait, now that it's a few days before it's as if I'm not ready yet. Not that I'm scared or nervous mostly just that-well for one I have to finish my speech. Yes, I am making speech that night, and surprisingly I am not nervous (at least not yet!) The hardest part I found out is trying to figure out how to word it all. I want to thank some of the people that had an influence on me getting to where I am, but every time I try it ends sounding like a suicide note or something.
"Yes, I love you all and I thank you for all that you've done for me, but I'm leaving now. I will miss you, but this is what's best! This is not good by, but rather see you later..."
Yeah...because that doesn't sound stupid at all. I guess the other thing that kinda is bugging me is that everyone knows I love to write, so when asked to write and give speech at my graduation I feel like everybody's expectations are super high and if my speech is terrible there goes my reputation. I feel as if the next week I'll be walking around and people are all whispering in the corners and texting as soon as they see me. Oh there's that girl that bombed her speech. Yeah I heard she thought she was decent writer too. Well I guess she never heard herself speak! Okay so yeah, I may be a little paranoid about the whole thing, but it'll work out in the end. Until then I guess I just hold my head high and pray like crazy!
Until next time,
Green Girl
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